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To Braidy Lynn ~ my daughter
To Braidy Lynn ~ my daughter "
Hello my precious girl . How are you doing ? I miss you so much honey . You are loved so much . I hope that you are strong and begin to find your way back to your mother . There has been no decent or proper reason for us to be apart from each other .
You are missing so much of me and I am missing so much of you . I hope that you are managing things with as little stress as possible .
I want you to know that I am here in space - the internet to be the voice of you and many other kids . What is happening in this country to families is very serious . I know that you know that you have always been close to me . Don't think for a minute that i stop thinking of you . You are always on my mind . I don't have the pain from being apart from you yet I am surviving with the prayers that I say for you and your brother .
This family of ours needed alot of mending but there was many excuses and it never happened . I want you to understand that I stand with a strong moral value and trustworthyness that is in behalf of the two of you . You are my pride and joy .
I was the happiest mother as most people know and one day they are all willing to tell you how much you are loved . I will never have any reason to stop loving you . You have not done anything wrong . You are very honest just like your mother .
I'm sure there are times now that you want to call me . I can be reached at 815 - 304 - 5706 . Maybe one of your friends will help you reach me . You are so beautiful my dear . I need to tell you that I am sick again with the disease Multiple Sclerosis . It really is bad this time around . I pray to God that you never get diagnosed with it . There are some other complications that I have medically .
To inform you is what you are deserving of . Why would all this time be lost and we have to loose out ? Have you figured out who to ask your questions to ? Can you see your cousins in Palos . They would be a wonderful support if you can reach them . They do know how to reach me . I am back down here near where the Chicago Bears Football team has their summer camp , Kankakee my dear , near Bradley named Bourbonnais . Do you remember some of my friends ? They wish to say hi to you . They are all praying that we get reunited again .
My dear , we were never suppose to be apart - I moved closer to you and your brother because I was advised to . Then bad things happened and I was being harmed and harassed . Some one wanted to accuse me and blame me for stuff I surely have never done and stated that I was a threat . You know me well enough that you have always been safe with me. I will always protect my angels .
Some one does not like the fact that I can write so creatively here and share my writings with the entire world . I know you would be happy about the things I write . I share openly my love for you . I miss you so much sweetie . How is school ? How is home life ? How is band ? Are you active in any sports ? Do you still enjoy horses ? Do you need to find someone to help you come to me ? I can make those plans . You have no reason to fear anyone . It's about telling the truth at all times and that is what I have to do .
I am a family rights advocate . Even you my dear have rights as well !! You surely did speak what your wishes were in 2004 . You know that I know that so many things went wrong and you were speaking from your heart and when I heard you were hospitalized , I wanted to get to you to help you . Do you understand that our time together as mother and daughter and mother and son has been interferred quite a bit . This means that some one does not want us to belong to one another . Of course it's pretty darn stupid when I am your birth mother and I cannot replace you as my daughter and you would be unable to replace me as your mother .
Do you have many questions ? Do you know that I am living back down south ? Do you know that I want to send you mail , write e- mails , join you at school , share gifts with you on holidays , celebrate your birthday , watch a good movie , have fun shopping ; but I am being threatened to stay away . I am being treated like I do not exist and that you and your brother do not need me nor want me . I know it 's darn crazy when we really had wonderful times together . I have many things that I collect so that one day I can give them to you and you can see why I have stood up to speak your rights to the world .
Sweetie I would never keep you from your father and I should not be kept from you so do you know who is in the way and obstructing your rights and my rights as a parent ?
Is there any chance that you are unhappy and you don't know who to talk to ? There are a few close people who are available for you and your brother if you need some help . Let me say this before I forget ; it isn't Dr. Janet L . It's definately not a counselor at the high school . It's not even your grand mother or aunts and uncles . Just put my name in the search bar and you can find names of people who would help you at any time .
Are you making new friends ? What do you like to do these days ? What music do you like ? Are you in the youth group at church . You should be able to have travels just like your brother has . There should be equal care and treatment for the two of you and if there is not please tell someone - do not be afraid .
Were you told that my disease is serious and I have many complications with my health ? Do you know my birthday and last name ? It's 8 - 26 - 60 and my mother's last name is Kitchen - yeah honey I do have a mother who is alive . She lives in Chicago and she prays often hoping that she can meet the two of you and that we are reunited . She does not appreciate what has happened to us . There are many aunts and uncles and cousins that you have and they all desire to meet you and have a relationship . No one understands this alienation - it's not normal my dear .
I am not a threat and I'm pretty irrate about the accusations and the brain washing that has happened to the two of you . I have only tried to protect you and stand strong as your mother .
I am missing so much time and years . Have you asked why are things this way ? What has been the answer ? Are you told that I have died ? Has someone told you that I walked away from the two of you ? Do you understand that someone has controlled so many situations and made this a huge mess and they should be giving us apologies .
If you have any questions and you need your mother to get to you , or you want to come to me just say it . You are very courageous and that is a beautiful and wonderful trait . I am so proud of you Braidy . I want to touch your face and your silky hair and give you a big squeeze and kiss you .
I want to hear your voice . I want to see your eyes . I want to see your smile . I want to see you soon before I run out of time .
I have many things to give you . I should be seeing you . You should be able to call me . Be strong my darling girl . You will see your prayers answered .
you are so special to me
I love you and I miss you so much
What do you want to do when we first see each other ?
You are the best kids any mother could ask for .
guess what ; everyone says that I am the best mother that the two of you could ask for .
Stand strong and speak your mind and know that there are people here that will support you in every way possible .
They have all become great friends to me
people love your mother
I have nothing to hide and everything to be truthful for .
You are on my mind constantly
I write here because you both are the most important people in my life .
you are my world
I stopped everything to be home raising you
Not everything that has been redundantly told to the two of you has been honest . Your mother is a loving person and loved by so many people.
Do you know why there is a restraining order ? Why could you not have phone calls with me since they were arranged when you were just 6 , 7 , 8 , 9 and so on .. yrs. old ? Why do you not share your birthday with me ? Why have you not had a vacation with me ? Why can't I see your report card and school pictures / Do you have many friends that even know that your mother is so special ? No one will forget what we have been put through . Just know my dear ... I have nothing to gain if I lied to you . This is all a nightmare and an evil action that I did not expect - did you ?
Another mother's day has arrived , you havn't seen me on many of these holidays have you ?? Remember when I let the two of you go into the store and shop for my gift when you had visits with me ? Remember when you said that I made the best chicken and ice tea?
I am always praying for us to see each other
I want you to know that you have done nothing wrong.
I love you Braidy
I miss you so much too
815-304-5706
leave a message - tell someone that this time apart from your mother is no longer agreeable - okay .
You deserve to have your mother in your life
you deserve to have love , unique friendships and a close bond to your own family especially to your parents .
I am the other half
Let's bring us together
you are a beautiful girl
You are my special pumkin
~XO MoM XO ~
copyrights reserved
Hello my precious girl . How are you doing ? I miss you so much honey . You are loved so much . I hope that you are strong and begin to find your way back to your mother . There has been no decent or proper reason for us to be apart from each other .
You are missing so much of me and I am missing so much of you . I hope that you are managing things with as little stress as possible .
I want you to know that I am here in space - the internet to be the voice of you and many other kids . What is happening in this country to families is very serious . I know that you know that you have always been close to me . Don't think for a minute that i stop thinking of you . You are always on my mind . I don't have the pain from being apart from you yet I am surviving with the prayers that I say for you and your brother .
This family of ours needed alot of mending but there was many excuses and it never happened . I want you to understand that I stand with a strong moral value and trustworthyness that is in behalf of the two of you . You are my pride and joy .
I was the happiest mother as most people know and one day they are all willing to tell you how much you are loved . I will never have any reason to stop loving you . You have not done anything wrong . You are very honest just like your mother .
I'm sure there are times now that you want to call me . I can be reached at 815 - 304 - 5706 . Maybe one of your friends will help you reach me . You are so beautiful my dear . I need to tell you that I am sick again with the disease Multiple Sclerosis . It really is bad this time around . I pray to God that you never get diagnosed with it . There are some other complications that I have medically .
To inform you is what you are deserving of . Why would all this time be lost and we have to loose out ? Have you figured out who to ask your questions to ? Can you see your cousins in Palos . They would be a wonderful support if you can reach them . They do know how to reach me . I am back down here near where the Chicago Bears Football team has their summer camp , Kankakee my dear , near Bradley named Bourbonnais . Do you remember some of my friends ? They wish to say hi to you . They are all praying that we get reunited again .
My dear , we were never suppose to be apart - I moved closer to you and your brother because I was advised to . Then bad things happened and I was being harmed and harassed . Some one wanted to accuse me and blame me for stuff I surely have never done and stated that I was a threat . You know me well enough that you have always been safe with me. I will always protect my angels .
Some one does not like the fact that I can write so creatively here and share my writings with the entire world . I know you would be happy about the things I write . I share openly my love for you . I miss you so much sweetie . How is school ? How is home life ? How is band ? Are you active in any sports ? Do you still enjoy horses ? Do you need to find someone to help you come to me ? I can make those plans . You have no reason to fear anyone . It's about telling the truth at all times and that is what I have to do .
I am a family rights advocate . Even you my dear have rights as well !! You surely did speak what your wishes were in 2004 . You know that I know that so many things went wrong and you were speaking from your heart and when I heard you were hospitalized , I wanted to get to you to help you . Do you understand that our time together as mother and daughter and mother and son has been interferred quite a bit . This means that some one does not want us to belong to one another . Of course it's pretty darn stupid when I am your birth mother and I cannot replace you as my daughter and you would be unable to replace me as your mother .
Do you have many questions ? Do you know that I am living back down south ? Do you know that I want to send you mail , write e- mails , join you at school , share gifts with you on holidays , celebrate your birthday , watch a good movie , have fun shopping ; but I am being threatened to stay away . I am being treated like I do not exist and that you and your brother do not need me nor want me . I know it 's darn crazy when we really had wonderful times together . I have many things that I collect so that one day I can give them to you and you can see why I have stood up to speak your rights to the world .
Sweetie I would never keep you from your father and I should not be kept from you so do you know who is in the way and obstructing your rights and my rights as a parent ?
Is there any chance that you are unhappy and you don't know who to talk to ? There are a few close people who are available for you and your brother if you need some help . Let me say this before I forget ; it isn't Dr. Janet L . It's definately not a counselor at the high school . It's not even your grand mother or aunts and uncles . Just put my name in the search bar and you can find names of people who would help you at any time .
Are you making new friends ? What do you like to do these days ? What music do you like ? Are you in the youth group at church . You should be able to have travels just like your brother has . There should be equal care and treatment for the two of you and if there is not please tell someone - do not be afraid .
Were you told that my disease is serious and I have many complications with my health ? Do you know my birthday and last name ? It's 8 - 26 - 60 and my mother's last name is Kitchen - yeah honey I do have a mother who is alive . She lives in Chicago and she prays often hoping that she can meet the two of you and that we are reunited . She does not appreciate what has happened to us . There are many aunts and uncles and cousins that you have and they all desire to meet you and have a relationship . No one understands this alienation - it's not normal my dear .
I am not a threat and I'm pretty irrate about the accusations and the brain washing that has happened to the two of you . I have only tried to protect you and stand strong as your mother .
I am missing so much time and years . Have you asked why are things this way ? What has been the answer ? Are you told that I have died ? Has someone told you that I walked away from the two of you ? Do you understand that someone has controlled so many situations and made this a huge mess and they should be giving us apologies .
If you have any questions and you need your mother to get to you , or you want to come to me just say it . You are very courageous and that is a beautiful and wonderful trait . I am so proud of you Braidy . I want to touch your face and your silky hair and give you a big squeeze and kiss you .
I want to hear your voice . I want to see your eyes . I want to see your smile . I want to see you soon before I run out of time .
I have many things to give you . I should be seeing you . You should be able to call me . Be strong my darling girl . You will see your prayers answered .
you are so special to me
I love you and I miss you so much
What do you want to do when we first see each other ?
You are the best kids any mother could ask for .
guess what ; everyone says that I am the best mother that the two of you could ask for .
Stand strong and speak your mind and know that there are people here that will support you in every way possible .
They have all become great friends to me
people love your mother
I have nothing to hide and everything to be truthful for .
You are on my mind constantly
I write here because you both are the most important people in my life .
you are my world
I stopped everything to be home raising you
Not everything that has been redundantly told to the two of you has been honest . Your mother is a loving person and loved by so many people.
Do you know why there is a restraining order ? Why could you not have phone calls with me since they were arranged when you were just 6 , 7 , 8 , 9 and so on .. yrs. old ? Why do you not share your birthday with me ? Why have you not had a vacation with me ? Why can't I see your report card and school pictures / Do you have many friends that even know that your mother is so special ? No one will forget what we have been put through . Just know my dear ... I have nothing to gain if I lied to you . This is all a nightmare and an evil action that I did not expect - did you ?
Another mother's day has arrived , you havn't seen me on many of these holidays have you ?? Remember when I let the two of you go into the store and shop for my gift when you had visits with me ? Remember when you said that I made the best chicken and ice tea?
I am always praying for us to see each other
I want you to know that you have done nothing wrong.
I love you Braidy
I miss you so much too
815-304-5706
leave a message - tell someone that this time apart from your mother is no longer agreeable - okay .
You deserve to have your mother in your life
you deserve to have love , unique friendships and a close bond to your own family especially to your parents .
I am the other half
Let's bring us together
you are a beautiful girl
You are my special pumkin
~XO MoM XO ~
copyrights reserved
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Comment by brandy lynn skillings on May 13, 2009 at 5:30pm - your story made me cry isee ho w much u miss ur child imiss mine hope pray everythings out ur favor
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