" Does Mayo Really Need Me ? "
I am in limbo - and I really do not know if Mayo needs me . I'm pressed by the thoughts that in the former month of March 09 , the neurologist up at North Western Hospital in downtown Chicago , stated to me that her recommendation for me was to see a Neuro Opthamalogist - at Mayo Clinic in the state of Minnesota . What should take place there that cannot take place closer to home .
I am juggling thoughts and most of this burden has been entirerly on my lap . I am searching also for a modified vehicle . I have had an urgent situation this past Friday and I am waiting to hear the results of my MRI . I just had one on March - knew there were problems . Returned to my spine Dr. and he had a copy and told me to hod tight (lol) , we would not be able to address the spine condition until I had the infusion of Reclapse which was done near the end of April . And by gosh when you go through this stuff you simply want things dealt with and done and move on to more empty time . Now I am suffering with horrible pain because my back issue was put off and my activity / mobility has beaten me down .
I don't know where I should be living , don't know whether I should be in a facility , need a larger scale of freedom so I don't go out of my mind .
It's really nuts .. sick then sick another day then months pass then it's years gone by . I am so fed up with limbo moments that I could just scream .
Would you go to Mayo ? Remember M.S. patients never are cured and the stages become relentless with symtoms that damage one's life beyond belief . I am seeing my mortality each second that passes . A friend is offering her time and is encouraging me to consider going to Mayo .
Gosh any chance that we can call Mr. Michael Shevick my ex 's attorney and each board member from every group in this reform ( notify him that I Carrie Adams , would love to see my kids - and request that they are told about their mother's health status and to support my wishes of seeing them ) they should have never been stripped from the precious time with their mother ) * we are here to tell the nation that life is about family * .
If I can get to Mayo Clinic I am doing it with the fullest intention of adding time to my life . What is wrong with this picture . I have fought as hard as I can but it's more difficult . Any ideas or suggestions . I can be reached by phone more easily then signing in !
Does Mayo Really Need Me ??
I don't have the slightest idea . I'm so bewildered and I think it's because my kids are never off my mind . What will they do , what will hey be allowed to do . Is this normal - someone's conscience is hijacked . What is the lesson to my beautiful kids and who was their teacher ?
Maybe Mayo really doesn't need me - it could be a waste of time . My kids do matter to me - and someone has wasted time in choosing bad decisions . When is the power calls to Mr. Michael Shevick in Chicago and Judge Kathleen Kennedy from Daley Courts of Chicago . Do these people really erase the lives that they have wrecked and abused ?
Tell me to get ready guys ....
I can remain ready for my reunion ! Help me with this .
I need the strength and answers .
Peace
Carrie A.
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