" Bisquick Days .. "
Am I spelling this right ?
I could say baking powder , or all purpose flour , even brown sugar or powdered sugar .
But don't mind me I'm naming this bisquick days .
Follow right along won't you .
I feel as though I carry a body that I realize does weigh something !! Not that I weigh something , of course I do !!
It's more like I exist as a form , called a person but not all the ingredients are available for making me all that I expect . So bisquick days is what I am coping with .
I can be placed in a container ; more like I can sit in a chair !!! You can see me and I can look back and see you !!! I may be smooth or I can be lumpy .
I may need just one egg or two eggs . I may want them to be med. size or large .
Is there any real luck with half of the ingredients ? What are you if there is half of you ?
I have no modesty in saying that I am living with only half of me .
Pretty crazy analogies I use some time don't I ??
It's so fun being me - but not lately .
" Bisquick Days .. "
is getting in the way of making anything worth eating. I'm not a carnivour . You are not either .
We daily consume products from our markets , bring items home and place them on shelves . Then swing cabinet doors open often wanting something to curb one's appetite or like ravages eat everything and anything that we can grab .
What would it be like if everything was the texture of bisquick ? Should I ask this question in a poll ??
I won't trust me it may bore the living day lights out of some .
Getting back to the kind of days that I have . Just absolutely a mess ! Soft days can be described like I don't have any errands to do , or lay around and write on myspace , yahoo 360 , or facebook or just take frequent naps so I can be recharged for anything spontaneous .
I'm kidding you with spontaneous zilch - there is nothing in any single day that successfully occurs spontaneously .
If the bisquick had lumps do you spin around the container with a dry spatula ? Do you put flavored colored food coloring in the batch ? Is there a nice neighbor nearby that you would drop off with them this bowl of flour ?
I'm missing so much - needing additional ingredients to make any purpose happen . It's taking so much of quality energy and collecting pennies for my time .
I have in the past 2 days experiened another aweful migrane , collapsed in my house with my worker / assistant present then today dealt with the relentless turmoil of having been unable to walk when I woke up then trying to find the bus service that would take a last minute emergency transport to my doctor's office ( hoping to go in my chair ) - with no success and then resorted to using two personal assistants to assist me to a car then brought me into the doctor's office was seen by my spine doctor then was brought to the hospital and directly into the radiology dept. for a MRI .
I was grateful for the follow through of doing an immediate scan but it's Friday and I won't hear about things until next week . Just this past March I mentioned the status of things ; I have a protruding disc and 3 new lesions - really black spots on my brain stem .
My neurologist is happy - damn strange to feel elated about someone's condition agree ??
Take bisquick and toss it around - what happens with it ? Drop some diet pepsi in it what happens ? Carry it on you in a small baggie - what happens to you ?
I don't know why I am writing like I am some derange alien that ain't no one else ever heard the sounds of these words spoken ever before . Maybe not another writer like myself exists !
Life is constantly challenging me and as strong as I may sound or write I honestly am weightless or heavy all dictated to what the day 's batch is consisted of .
Smooth oil addded may be like me having no symtoms - which who would complain correct !
If you decide to use too large of eggs in the mix you may toss me to the floor like a boxer does a left jab ! If the eggs are small and your'e short on oil my day could be like a flying napkin in a strong gustful wind !
" Bisquick Days ... "
could be fun and thrilling . Most often are dreadful and painful . I am in alot of misery lately and I am ready to patten the brand of Get Hotcakes Now or Loose Out ....
I am slipping more gently toward the batch of God's protection and I know for certain he is seeing that I have done a good job while in the kitchen !!
Been doing what I know is right during these bisquick days and that's all I can say - wait one more thing ; the kitchen is closed now !!
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Carrie A.
God is inspiring everything
Be ready as I am ready
XO ~ Love MoM ~ XO
Jake and Braidy need strength and insight
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