May 11, 2009 1:36 AM
Subject: I need God to handle this .......
Body: " I hope you know to do things right ! "
If there is any confusion I can clear it up , just ask me!
If pieces seem to fit but are slightly not attachable , don't blame yourself the puddy or glue is all you'll need to make the puzzle complete .You can get that so cheap , don't allow others to break your insight and knowledge of their secrecy !
You are very strong kids , you are me and your situation is more like my childhoo…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:45am —
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" Bisquick Days .. "
Am I spelling this right ?
I could say baking powder , or all purpose flour , even brown sugar or powdered sugar .
But don't mind me I'm naming this bisquick days .
Follow right along won't you .
I feel as though I carry a body that I realize does weigh something !! Not that I weigh something , of course I do !!
It's more like I exist as a form , called a person but not all the ingredients are available for making me all that I expect . So bisquick days is what I am coping…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:26am —
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To Jake ... 5-9-2009
It's time for me to write to you with the same words that I should be able to speak directly to you . You have made me a proud mother . Do you realize what has happened ? Do you ever think that you are entitled to have questions , any question answered with honesty . Do you know you have rights ? Are you aware of the deception to this circumstance ? Do you understand what alienation means ? Do you know that it is against the law ?
Do you know that your mother is terminally…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:24am —
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To Braidy Lynn ~ my daughter "
Hello my precious girl . How are you doing ? I miss you so much honey . You are loved so much . I hope that you are strong and begin to find your way back to your mother . There has been no decent or proper reason for us to be apart from each other .
You are missing so much of me and I am missing so much of you . I hope that you are managing things with as little stress as possible .
I want you to know that I am here in space - the internet to be the voice of yo…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:22am —
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" Does Mayo Really Need Me ? "
I am in limbo - and I really do not know if Mayo needs me . I'm pressed by the thoughts that in the former month of March 09 , the neurologist up at North Western Hospital in downtown Chicago , stated to me that her recommendation for me was to see a Neuro Opthamalogist - at Mayo Clinic in the state of Minnesota . What should take place there that cannot take place closer to home .
I am juggling thoughts and most of this burden has been entirerly on my lap . I am…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:20am —
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May 11, 2009 12:41 AM
Subject: " I hope you know to do things right ! "
Body: " I hope you know to do things right ! "
If there is any confusion I can clear it up , just ask me!
If pieces seem to fit but are slightly not attachable , don't blame yourself the puddy or glue is all you'll need to make the puzzle complete .You can get that so cheap , don't allow others to break your insight and knowledge of their secrecy !
You are very strong kids , you are me and your situation is more like my…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:18am —
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May 13, 2009 12:49 AM
Subject: " I Have To ..... " ~ Understand The Loss ~ Our Kids ~
Body: " I Have To ...... "
Invite the crowd to a display of our worlds worst enemy .
Man has turned from God's word and his actions have turned to harm you and to harm your children , how do we permit the ungodly teams or squads to destroy us for $$ gain ??
Greed as been the perpetrator ... it has a first name , it has been a john hankcock on a 10 cent piece of paper for as long as you can remember !! I wan…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 13, 2009 at 2:13am —
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To Jake ... 5-9-2009
It's time for me to write to you with the same words that I should be able to speak directly to you . You have made me a proud mother . Do you realize what has happened ? Do you ever think that you are entitled to have questions , any question answered with honesty . Do you know you have rights ? Are you aware of the deception to this circumstance ? Do you understand what alienation means ? Do you know that it is against the law ?
Do you know that your mother is terminally…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 9, 2009 at 3:08am —
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" Time Is Nothing Anyway "
I did say it .. it's nothing I can hold or embrace . Time cannot be stopped or reached for . It is nothing ... what do you think and what do I think ? Really does it even matter , can you relay the matter to catch up or stand next to time ?
Busy ... so you may be ? Where do you capture yourself doing what your'e doing and is the mirror on wheels where ever you go ?
Time Is Nothing Anyway
It is day and night and another one behind and possibly a new one ahead . But…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 9, 2009 at 1:52am —
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" Tell Me ...... "
Some lies I'll call ya a liar .
Tell me some jokes I may laugh .
Tell me you think you know me I'll tell ya you don't .
Tell me a story I'll probably listen .
Tell me you miss me I may wonder if you do .
Tell me you care , I'm still waiting and see nothing .
Tell me I'm crazy that's your problem not mine .
Tell me I had two kids I'll tell you I did and that ain't a lie .
Tell me there is no corruption , your'e a bigger fool I guess .
Tell me there is no destruction by americ…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 9, 2009 at 1:50am —
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" Let Me Go ..... "
To a quant ridge and stand there and look across the skylines .
To a musical where I can practise that wonderful cadence clapping that I learned while in concert band .
To my kids graduations . To my kids with arms opened and unwilling to set free .
To your house and your office and your courtroom to call every rat by name and look for the most potent spray to cripple you .
To the shoreline of a new location and have an overdue vacation .
To have thousands of dollars for a…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 9, 2009 at 1:48am —
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" Bisquick Days .. "
Am I spelling this right ?
I could say baking powder , or all purpose flour , even brown sugar or powdered sugar .
But don't mind me I'm naming this bisquick days .
Follow right along won't you .
I feel as though I carry a body that I realize does weigh something !! Not that I weigh something , of course I do !!
It's more like I exist as a form , called a person but not all the ingredients are available for making me all that I expect . So bisquick days is what I am coping…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on May 9, 2009 at 1:42am —
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" My Quiet Soul Needs Me ! "
The lingering moments each day and before I realize months and years have passed along .
I'm not preoccupied with all too much .. most of the time I feel as though I'm drifting . There is this floating feeling and only when I have it I am without pain .
As I have grown and matured and I am just shy of being 50 yrs. young , I have noticed my obvious quiet soul . I could be sorrounded by hundreds , dozens or thousands of people and just stay put in one spot or re…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on April 19, 2009 at 10:29pm —
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" What's It All About ... "
If a child is all alone .
If a person is without food .
If a fetus is sick in the womb of woman .
If adultry keeps contaminating a family .
If children are used as tokens , pawns during a divorce .
When lies can be upheld vs. honesty or integrity.
When wrong is right and right is wrong .
More homelessness present in this land named America.
Struggles with choices of religion yet taunted by the unbeliever.
The senseless needs of a court house .
Th…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on April 19, 2009 at 10:25pm —
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" America's Hardships .. "
To be very honest with my readers I don't know if this is a title that will truly express the thoughts that I have .. but I am willing to work it out - and perhaps as time goes along it will emphasize things more clearly . Allow me to bend some perspectives and mold my ideals and hopefully you will notice what I think are "America's Harships . "
Most of my friends over the years have either stated that I am too deep , my head is filled with profound thoughts and th…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on April 19, 2009 at 10:22pm —
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" It's Not Amazing Any More "
cause lies are permitted under oath .
abuse to children remains ignored .
due process in american courts does not exist .
frauds occur ecvery day .
judges abuse the written laws .
child agencies abuse your rights .
your enemies you no their first name 's .
attorneys will take you and your family to the sewer .
no justice in juvenile courts .
no justice in family courts .
false accusations are told and written daily .
restraining orders are ch…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on March 29, 2009 at 2:18am —
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" For My Kids / They Are A Part Of Me " ...
One could never imagine the brokenness they both have felt . For those "bystanders "; ~ relatives , ~ associates , ~ neighbors - " you folks are pretty weak !"
I think the best words to describe you is: " it's easy to be helpless , it's harder to learn the facts and finally what happened to my two kids could happen to your own !
If you think I'm pulling your leg - heh go for it . Get your life tangled up in the horror of divorce and let's see how…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on March 26, 2009 at 1:00pm —
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" Not Late Thoughts ! "
Nothing is more further from the truth than when your life is in peril . Does it matter to most that all this suffering - unwarranted persecution , civil rights abuse , parental NCP abuse , PAS , grandparent / visitation abuse , kidnappings of children , we are all to familiar with the inhumane conduct that is exhibited in family law courtrooms and when we anticipate justice to be equal and fair we have testimonies that do not reinforce the laws on the books . Look at t…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on March 26, 2009 at 12:58pm —
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" Name This Fear .... "
What's it's name ? When does it surface ? How long does it rain ? What fear is swallowing you ? How do you deal with fear ? Do you name it ? Do you rebuke it ? Do you shun it ? Do you send it to a drawer ? Do you tell your closests friends ? Why would fear walk each step you take ? Do you lay with it , sit with it , crawl with it , climb with it , stumble with it ?
Do you name the fear that paralyzes you ? How long will it trap you ? Is anyone watching the fear that s…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on March 26, 2009 at 12:56pm —
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Leap Frog - Leap Steep ..........."
Do I have to look for a prince ? Did I think I married my prince ?
What words were said by my prince ? More importantly what words were not said ?
Did I roam fields and ravines all too long ? Were my feet stuck too long in muddy holes ?
Were all the sunrises and sunsets more precious than I ?
Would a tight hug and longer kiss be the remedy ?
How many hops did I count when I watched you over the years ? Was there any competitions that you wishing to…
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Added by CARRIE ADAMS on March 26, 2009 at 12:54pm —
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